lol this weekend has just been full of sexual frustration

Can my boyfriend just be here right now?

I’m sexually frustrated

This…

this is bad. Very bad. I miss you indescribably. I miss you so much it hurts. I dream of you.

why am I so fucking disgusting.

why can’t I just be happy with myself

It makes me so happy when you talk to me. When you don’t I feel sad. Not seriously depressed, just a little hurt. Like there are much better things to do than talk to stupid me. But that’s me, just being sensitive as usual.

I’m so unhappy with myself.

I’ll never be pretty or skinny enough to enjoy who I am. I will always be a paranoid, self-conscious monster.